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So like my joints fucking hurt. Since I haven’t given myself any real down time, they haven’t stopped hurting. I’m frustrated because I feel like every little thing is upsetting me. It’s not even anyone else’s fault but mine.

Bed rest drives me crazy because I just feel like I should be doing something/anything. The last time I was on forced bed rest because I failed at taking care of myself.

I don’t have much to say to my family because they don’t get it. I’m frustrated with myself for being this way right now. I didn’t tell my Superman because he views me as strong right now. Like he is. But the truth is that I’m clingy, sad, and in a lot of pain.

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